UPDATE: Why did I missed him so, much to the point. That, I actually had to push him away? I don't understand why I ran away from him, Why I completely blew up and spilled my whole feelings about how I don't trust him and most of all how it's fine if he doesn't to be with me anymore. I mean were not even official?!?!? Why am I acting like this. #4days #Baby #E.L.Knight :(((