UPDATE: I am currently downloading music for my lil brother and damn! This thing is hurting my head >< What kind of music is that!?! Seriously, though I would have never known he was into electro music :D

Needless to say that drama in books and movies are great to read about and watch but, in real life? Not so much. ♥

A LIFE LESSON ♥ My sister is a bit heartbroken right now :'( (All credits to the anonymous writer!!)

Where does the spark and infatuation from the beginning go?. Its crazy how quickly you can go from being excited to talk to a person to feeling like you're forcing the conversation. The quality time turns into "i was working" and the consistent communication turns into "i dont know". When does "I hate to see you leave" turn into "It hurts too much to stay?". Maybe were all guilty of taking things for granted, or letting our fears stop us from taking certain chances. Maybe we think we can make love appear when it's convenient, or maybe we dont realize the effort required to keep the good thing good. Maybe we think happiness is something that just finds us, instead of being something we work for and choose to have. And maybe thats why we all get it wrong so often.

Its amazing how fast things change...

You go from laughing about anything to arguing about everything...You have to go thru the motions, wondering if they're real, if they really care, or if they're going to run when it's rough. You want to give more of yourself to somebody but its hard these days because you just never know if you'll get anything back. You think you have it all down. You do the little things, you stay consistent, but somehow it just doesn't add up. Maybe the problem is that we expect the love to be magical before we become magicians. Or could it be that we're all just better breakers than builders. We'd rather have feelings we can throw away and 'love' thats disposable. Lord forbid a situation require us to grow, learn more, and actually put work in. Reality is rough. You only want what's easy and thats why what you get never lasts. Everybody wants to be fought for but nobody is willing to fight. He love the butterflies but he avoid beginnings because he hates having to start over. She's tired but she's so used to the chase that she's scared to stop running. Makes you wonder?....
Is Love really hard or people are just difficult.

LOL: My highest score in that Happy Bird (rip off version of Flappy bird) is 3!!! >< Haha! Even my baby bro got the highest score of 26!!! I need practice! yosh!

MUSIC| UPDATE: Lovin AKMU's new songs 200% and Melted ^_^

UPDATE: This is how I feel about one of the most amazing guys I've ever come to love and know. He was there with me through out my 1st yr. in college and he's also my Soulmate (nickname we call each other). I am so very lucky to have him in my liife and world! I miss him everyday even if we don't see each other often. Guys! I finally got him! hehe #31014

                  "Like Yesterday"

I remember like yesterday I
Carried a heart without hope
Had given up on mystery I
Only saw mirrors and smoke
Thought I was fine alone
That’s just because I didn’t know

I remember like yesterday
Lovin you seemed far away
We were friends in different places
Then love began leavin traces
Sitting with u on a crowded bus
It seemed like just the 2 of us
That night everything was changed

I remember like yesterday
I was livin’ in black and white a
Careful and colorless life
You are like a neon light
Shined through my closed my eyes
All the right ones, they turned out wrong
But you were here all along

I remember like yesterday
Lovin you seemed far away
We were friends in different places
Then love began leavin traces
Little folded up love letters
Sweet songs written for each other
Everything was about to changed

I remember like yesterday
You came just in time for me
You changed my mind so easily
Now its you and me
I remember like yesterday
Lovin’ you seemed far away
We were friends in different places
Then love began leavin’ traces
With a first time I love you
On a Paris afternoon
And now everything has changed

I remember like yesterday
I remember like yesterday
Lovin’ you seemed far away
Thought I could live without you
So glad I finally found you
On the street in the pouring rain
Our hearts both found their ways
I love how everything changed

I remember ’cause its today
On a stairway in the park
In the starlight after dark
Sweet kisses in the pouring rain

UPDATE: It's my 18 birthday tomorrow!!!! ^_______^ Tehee! Food and karaoke here I come!